Cruising For Cock

I guess one would say my gay sexuality was late blooming. At 32 I was getting divorced with my soon to be ex-wife getting the house while I settled for a cash settlement. Gay fantasies had been in my head for years but I had not acted on them yet due to marriage and wanting to live a straight life. It was the mid 90's and I found an apartment in an old building near wooded ravines and a nature conservation area. There were lovely trails to walk on nearby. It was on the edge of the city and little did I know that nearby a popular gay cruising area was well used especially in the evenings and at night.

There was a neighbor in the building a slim guy in his 30's who first told me about the area. He openly admitted to cruising there and sucking a lot of cocks. He asked me if I would like to join him one night on the trails and cruise. I was curious and got horny thinking about it. I did not want to go alone and his offer was a standing one. A few weeks later one evening I was just outside my building when he saw me as he was leaving. He smiled and said "Want to join me "? I knew what he meant and my cock stiffened in my jeans. I nervously said okay and off we went. We were both in jeans and t shirts and taller slim guys. Soon in the approaching darkness I could see men alone some in pairs wandering the trails. We eventually came to a small river and bridge where a number of men were either having sex with men or masturbating while watching. My friend said this was a place where men love to watch lots of action. He moved over to where a middleaged guy was jerking off and after they exchanged words got on his knees and serviced the guy with his mouth. Seeing this and other men sucking and fucking got me hard as a rock. I stood there fondling my bulge and over time several men approached me though I shyly declined. By this point my friend had sucked 3 men off. Lust filled my entire being. My friend then came over to me. He looked at me flirtatiously and said that I as a first timer needed an experienced mouth to take me over the edge. I realized he wanted to blow me. I was so horny I just stood there as he unzipped me. Other men watched us as he dropped on his knees and sucked me slow and deep. He was so so good at it I soon let go and filled his mouth. After this he resumed sucking other men. I got aroused again maybe 30 minutes later. My friend winked at me as this stocky fiftyish guy stood beside me. I sensed it was my time to let go. I let this older guy take my cock out and his sucking was real good just different. He got my load as well. Eventually my friend had his cock sucked by a young Asian guy around 20. We left together and walked home. I definitely felt different and that I had finally entered the gay life. Began cruising with my friend regularly and I was soon sucking all sorts of cocks too loving every moment of it. Over time him and I sucked each other in our apartments as well. For the next few years this was my gay life until I met a steady lover in cooking class. Frank is a decade older and we have been together for over 20 years. When I met him was the end of my cruising days.