I saw a counselor for several years,,,you know, Life problems...and the first time I saw him, I wanted him. I am a 33 yr old female, and he was tall, 40ish, dark hair, mustache, strong hands, and eyes that could send out lasers directly to my soul, or twinkle with glee at a particularly good story. He was also married. But I wanted this man so badly I would fantasize about being in his office, getting up from my chair and sitting on his lap. He would "magically" sweep me into his arms, carry me to his desk, slowly strip away all of my clothes while planting gentle kisses where his hands just were......and then just flipping me over on my stomach, and pounding my pussy and ass doggy style. Now what is wrong with this picture? I know that it would never had occured, I would not have crossed that boundry. But I cant stop thinking about his dick in my ass. Its driving me crazy!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 26, 2004 at 12:11 AM

I think that you are a man

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 26, 2004 at 5:55 PM

Some things are much better left alone.

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by Anonymous on Mar 26, 2004 at 7:23 PM

Sorry for you, but I can guarantee that I am 100% woman and the fantasy I confessed was very true. I've reinacted it a thousand times in my mind. And the statement I made about "what is wrong with this picture" purely rhetorical. So, if you have any thing constructive to contribute, please let me know, k?
I know nothing was ever going to happen even remotely close to my fantasy, and I dont even see him anymore for counseling. The thought of it just keeps in my head and I cant seem to forget....

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 28, 2004 at 10:45 AM

I've heard that this happens alot with therapists and their patients. I am a guy and I have a female therapist and while I haven't had real sexual fantasies about her, I have thought about just kissing her once. I think it's because we trust them (and in your case, if the guy is cute, well there is an attraction). We open our hearts and thoughts to them and make ourselves vunerable and they treat us kindly and listen.

You seem to have a handle on it and know that it is just a fantasy, but if it starts overwhelming you, do yourself a favor and find another therapist - maybe a woman.

Good luck

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 28, 2004 at 10:02 PM

Thank you for taking the time to respond.... :)
I havent seen this therapist for about a year now, and the feelings do disapate in time.....maybe I am hanging on to an Image until I find another person to share that intimacy with. It has stuck in my mind for a while, I admit. With being in a situation that expects you to bare your soul, it ends up being a fine line between intimate talk and intimacy. I guess I am just in a rut, its difficult and frustrating. Thank you for responding in such a mature way, I needed to get this out.

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by Anonymous on Mar 31, 2004 at 3:49 AM

Fuck all that touchy, feely bullshit. You want a stiff cock in your ass and pussy. You're just a little horny. Go on down to your local bar one night and stay until closing. You're bound to find some guy who's willing to stick it to you. You can't be that hideous looking, can you?

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by Anonymous on Apr 1, 2004 at 1:11 PM

If I wanted to just go out and fuck some skaggly disease ridden barfly after gettin wasted at a bar, I guess I would go for you, idiot. I have my share of excitement if I want it, but my point was that I had a fantasy about a forbidden person in my life.
Thanx for the couple of people who answered in a constructive realistic way..... :)

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