Sex Drive Made A 180 Turn Somewhere

When young, way before having real orgasms and stuff, sex discovery was amazingly common, the thing is that before teen years all sex exploring was gay sex, I had so many of those even with adults (abuse, but still sort of wanted), and all I remember was exciting and fun, some one offs, and a few longer relationships, some totally just sex and some with a lot of passion, kissing and naked bodies discovery… I was able to learn to suck as a pro fully erected cocks and loved anal much before I was able to have a full erection myself… had anal playing with so many things before toys, and had fingers and cocks in me quite a few times… then as teen and adult all sex went straight, just girls from the beginning of maturity, I had so great sex with all women I had relationships with, and even a few ones sharing toy pleasure… don’t actually fully understand why I lost attention to men for very long, now l consider myself bi because I’m sort of in peace with all the gay experiences I had and actually now would joyfully experience it again, just now don’t have the time or will to play the game and find guys my age… nor women, I have all needed sexually and everything else with my partner, I guess life is complicated and so changing! But so fun too.