Lesbian Female / 37
Guilt, Fear, Longing For The Embrace I Miss So Much
I confess anonymously because I could never confess this to my wife and partner. I'm a lawyer by trade and work for the international division, which requires frequent travel. The company has a significant investment in Brazil and I travel there a couple of times a year, Rio.
I arrived at my hotel around 11 am. A man who was on my flight was checking in beside me. That evening after dinner I was feeling wrestles and decided on a walk along the beach. It was warm with a lot of moonlight. I left with a clutch with my ID and room key and a credit card, and my Rolex. Alone.
Several blocks from the hotel on my way back I was accosted. I was walking back on the building side of the street and on a corner I was pulled into a dark storefront. My clutch was taken immediately, but it was my watch they wanted. I had already been hit and was on the ground with the guy's foot on my chest when the man from the hotel caught up with me and chased them off. He had shadowed me a block behind when he saw me leave alone. I lost my clutch, and my sense of self and security. In the vernacular, they scared the shit out of me.
He walked me back with his arm around me. He had the hotel move me to an upgraded room on his floor. He walked me to my room and waited with me for the front desk to move my belongings. He offered to stay with me until I felt comfortable to be alone. I, me, I asked him to not leave me. I clung to him and cried in his arms. I was not good. He laid me on the bed caressing my face and comforting me, I felt that feeling when my father tucked me in at night.
I woke up in his arms. I wasn't chaste that night. I gave myself willingly. Believe me, it was my second time, my first I was as a teenager. The next day, he rode the cab with me to the office. Promised to pick me up. I had dinner with him at the hotel and behaved badly. A power beyond me took hold, I gave myself, until we fell apart unresponsive. For the first time in my life I orgasmed to someone. Where the Bible says 'cling to one another' for the first time in my life I understood those words.
I have kept this from my wife of seven years, the unfortunate incident, and the after. I dream with him, I want his embrace. I'm not me right now, maybe I'll never be me again.
I arrived at my hotel around 11 am. A man who was on my flight was checking in beside me. That evening after dinner I was feeling wrestles and decided on a walk along the beach. It was warm with a lot of moonlight. I left with a clutch with my ID and room key and a credit card, and my Rolex. Alone.
Several blocks from the hotel on my way back I was accosted. I was walking back on the building side of the street and on a corner I was pulled into a dark storefront. My clutch was taken immediately, but it was my watch they wanted. I had already been hit and was on the ground with the guy's foot on my chest when the man from the hotel caught up with me and chased them off. He had shadowed me a block behind when he saw me leave alone. I lost my clutch, and my sense of self and security. In the vernacular, they scared the shit out of me.
He walked me back with his arm around me. He had the hotel move me to an upgraded room on his floor. He walked me to my room and waited with me for the front desk to move my belongings. He offered to stay with me until I felt comfortable to be alone. I, me, I asked him to not leave me. I clung to him and cried in his arms. I was not good. He laid me on the bed caressing my face and comforting me, I felt that feeling when my father tucked me in at night.
I woke up in his arms. I wasn't chaste that night. I gave myself willingly. Believe me, it was my second time, my first I was as a teenager. The next day, he rode the cab with me to the office. Promised to pick me up. I had dinner with him at the hotel and behaved badly. A power beyond me took hold, I gave myself, until we fell apart unresponsive. For the first time in my life I orgasmed to someone. Where the Bible says 'cling to one another' for the first time in my life I understood those words.
I have kept this from my wife of seven years, the unfortunate incident, and the after. I dream with him, I want his embrace. I'm not me right now, maybe I'll never be me again.
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