White Woman Obsessed With Asian Men

I'm a white woman from the US. I've posted on here about this in the past but didn't go into too much detail. These thoughts have been racing through my mind more than usual recently so I feel the need to get it off my chest since I feel like I can open up here. Please excuse me if this post is a mess and apologizes for my censorship of some words, as I'm not sure what wording isn't allowed in posts.

I've always been attracted to Asian men more than any other race. As I've gotten older I've realized just how intense my preference is. Now let me say, I don't hate white men. I wouldn't say no to a white man although they are not my preference. Please do not take this personally as I'm just trying to express myself. I hope you can find some sort of pleasure in reading about my thoughts and fantasies, rather than get upset over my stance. Thank you for being understanding.

My biggest fantasy is to have an older Asian man, ideally 35-50 years old dominate me and use me for their pleasure. I want to be their obedient white slut. praising and worshipping them just for existing. Using my body to pleasure them any way they'd like. Whenever I pleasure myself, 99% of the time I'm watching Asian men masturbate. anytime I see a gorgeous man out in public I get so nervous around them. Sometimes I can't even stand the thought of being near an attractive Asian man.. I just get so hot and I start to think about getting on my knees for them.

I'm an extremely shy 20 something with social anxiety. So I'd never actually have the nerve to go up to these men. I just stare and try to pretend like I wasn't looking when they catch me.

I feel slightly ashamed for having these feelings as I know Asian men are objectified and fetishized by women a lot. I would never force my perverted thoughts to someone. Especially without consent and I never intend to make anyone feel uncomfortable. I can't help the way I feel. I genuinely feel strong sexual attraction to Asian men that I could never feel for any other race (except for maybe one or two men and even then it's definitely not the same).

Korean and Japanese men are usually who I find myself attracted to the most, however I do not have a real preference when it comes to Asian men as they're all beautiful to me.

Every night I fantasize about being dominated and used to the point where I can't sleep unless I let myself think about these scenarios. I'm just a slutty white girl who craves Asian c*ck every single day. I absolutely love the idea of being ganged by multiple Asian men at once making all of them c*m on my face or inside of me. One day I'd love to visit Japan and South Korea although I'm extremely nervous to be surrounded by so many men.. I'm not sure if I'll be able to handle all of that haha.

Another fantasy I have is being roommates with a man, whilst dating someone else that doesn't sexually satisfy me (that happens to be white) and having my roommate show me what real pleasure can feel like.

Cheating is WRONG and I do not condone it whatsoever. I do not think white men are incapable of pleasuring someone, however I still find this fantasy extremely erotic.

If there happens to be any Asian men reading this please know that you are gorgeous and a random white girl would love to make you feel like the most important man in the world!

I'll end things here as I still feel slightly nervous to post something like this. But I hope at least someone enjoys hearing about my perverted thoughts.. thank you for listening ~