Not Who I Expected To Be, My Boss' Lover

I was, I say was because now I'm not, that girl at work who never got drunk, was always on time, got my assignments done, got along, was respectful of my superiors. Never messed around.

My position changed, a promotion, more money, more responsibility. I reported to a man I knew, but not professionally. Now I was reporting to him. He said to me 'you work under me'. It really ticked me off, I did not work 'under' him. My mistake was making that clear.

He made a point if putting me 'under' him. Literally. He didn't let me move, forced his way between my legs, and at that point his penis went to work and he 'had me' under him. I was supposed to be angry, but I wasn't. I just gave up, gave in, accepted him. And with it my place 'under' him.

Of course my career progressed, I got paid better, I was promoted. Literally I slept my way up. But always, 'under' him, both in the office, and my apartment. I wasn't his first, but he is not only my first, he is the only one. I surrendered to him, not to a behavior. Now, I'm comfortable under him , both as my boss and as 'my' man. Someone has to turn down the bed, and make it the next morning.