I May Have Turned My Brother Gay

Not sure if this is allowed here but this is my biggest confession I have never told a soul. My family grew up in a small town, well it was more like a community. There were a few communities around each other and we all went to the same K-12 school. There might of been like 1200 people in total if you combined all the people, who were mostly old people. My graduating class has 25 people in it, 19 were guys and 6 were girls so it was slim pickings.

Anyways to the point of my confession. In my teens, me and my brother who was two years younger than me one after school were I guess curious about out bodies and I don't think my dick is that big but he thought it was. One thing led to another and stuff happened, convinced him to put it in his mouth and touch it and he was open to trying to put it in his ass. Well nothing happened, I tried but it was to dry and tight and we didn't know much about it to be honest, like sex in general, let alone butt stuff. Well as days and weeks went on every other day or so we would try again. We stopped any oral stuff or whatever, it was strictly trying to get it up his ass. I would poke it so much it would make him sore even though I never got anymore than half the tip in.

Well one day while on the ol internet with limewire I downloaded some porn and lo and behold in one video the guy was fucking this girl up the ass but he was using lubrication first. Now I did learn about it during health class btu it never really clicked in until then. So one day after school I went searching and found a tube KY jelly in my parents room. I immediately went to my brother and told him I wanna try again and I showed him the KY and told him this should help. Well it did, it went in but it was such a new experience for him and I did not outright fuck his ass that day, but it was a step in that direction. Well a few more times of that and he got more and more used to having something up in him where I finally did it. It was my first time having sex, and it was by far my favorite orgasm I have ever experienced. Whatever was in my balls I put up his ass. He liked it too, the whole sex and that was the start of it all.

I fucked his ass A LOT over the years before I moved out and away for university. Like an embarrassing amount. I am not married with kids and I can say that I am pretty certain that even though me and my wife have a healthy sex life and have been together for a 6 years that I probably shot more jizz up my brothers ass. He got good at taking it too, I could go as hard, fast and deep as I could put my body to put my cock in him and he got to the point where he could take that with no effort and LOVE every minute of it.

Back to the whole post though, my brother is gay now and engaged to his fiance and I kind of wonder if my constant assfucking turned him, though I also think he was gay from the beginning as he was always down for me trying to get my cock up his ass and then after we got going with it he probably came to me more often than me going to him about fucking his ass and wanting it. I know this all sounds really gay and I will admit the whole thing was but funnily enough I consider myself straight. Like I have never done anything with any other guy, I don't even find guys attractive. I am 100% attracted to women. I just had an opportunity growing up to have super easy sex in my own home without needing to worry about condoms or pregnancy in a town where getting a girlfriend was harder than it seemed. It was too good of an opportunity to pass up.