Some History About Me

Growing up in a small town is a lot different than the city. Everyone knew everyone sort of thing. And everyone knew who's kid was whose. I was different, I liked books and to study, and I wasn't one to get into sports. I just wasn't physical. My father had decided by the time I was ninth grade that I was going into the service to learn now to be a man. As the time came, and I graduated from high school and never had a girlfriend, being different weighed heavily on my father. He drove me to San Antonio and gave me a choice, the Army or the Marine Corp. I chose the Army. I didn't have a choice, he made sure I signed up for four years.

In the Army they strip you down of all things personal. You become a robot for them, down to the haircut. In my Platoon in basic was Adolphus. A big black boy with a humdinger. That's what we called it, it was one big humdinger. It was the first time I really really noticed. One night he climbed onto my bunk and put his humdinger in my face. I had to suck him. All the other guys had noticed I was different, and that's how they confirmed it.

I got it one Sunday, in the showers, Adolphus fucked me and I got tears in my eyes, not because it hurt, but because I liked it. After basic I drew lots and because I was a bookwork I passed the tests to be a clerk instead of infantry. I got sent to be a clerk In Korea. I was a good clerk and always got good reviews and made Corporal. How so it was that I was always around someone that wanted to fuck me. It came with the territory, the secret headlines read 'gay boy sucks cock and bends over', it was like a sign over my head. So I sucked cock and bent over. By the time I got out of the Army I was a specialist, in cock sucking and bending over.

My father's intent had backfired completely. So many men, so many swinging dicks, so close quarters, he should have sent me to ballet school. With my release I enrolled in college and went to a big man school where men were men and the sheep were scared. Of course, I went there for the men. I was of course older than the incoming freshmen and to be honest I had no interest in them. I met Crazy Eddie, a Navy man, who found me interesting. I went to his place and he showed me his dick and I evaluated him. I told him about Adolphus, so no matter how proud he was he didn't quite measure up. But dick is dick when you're hungry so I sucked him off completely, emptied his balls for him, and spent the night with him and let him fuck me. I'm not saying we were the first gay couple on campus, but we were one of the first that showed it.

Long story short Eddie decided he wanted to burn hair and became a stylist and I went and graduated in Economics and got a job at the bank where I grew up. That I was different, everybody knew it. That I did a good job, my boss knew it. And that my boss was a closet queer, I knew it. I sucked his cock for him, and bent over the desk for him. He really liked me and it wasn't beyond him to start kissing. To see him, privately and not in his office, was a bit harder. He was married to a nice girl with three little ones. I knew from my stint in the Army how to hold things secret. And as long as I worked at the bank with him I kept his secret, I was good at my job and he was always in the closet. And I kept his balls drained.