I've Cheated Before

I was with a guy a year ago was okay at first but turned kinda shitty. We met at my college and we talked and hit it off until we ended up together and I moved in with him to get away from my parents. At first it was fun but then he started needing to be sexual with me whenever he got high which was all the time. He would make me suck his cock, he'd grind against my ass always begging me to put it in without a condom, or he'd grab my hand and wrap it around his cock. Then I met another cute guy in one of my classes and I could feel safe with him and just be free. We ended up kissing in my car after class which led to making out and then he fingered me. I never told him I was with someone and we continued doing stuff like that in our cars. I would give blowjobs sometimes, he would rub my clit until I came, I would give him handjobs all the time and make him cum in condoms he always carried. One day i told him my situation and later we ended up making out in my car and I told him to put a condom on. I told him I'd leave my boyfriend when the timing was right but I needed him. I got so wet for whenever I thought about how naughty I was cheating on a man. I rode his cock until I came which want very long but he was still rock hard. I got in the seat next to him and gave him a handjob. When we were all done I ended up going home and my boyfriend was high and had just bought some wine. We drank and then he got handsy and all I could imagine was the other guy. I got on me knees, closed my eyes, and sucked his cock whole I touched myself thinking about how I just cheated on him and remembering the feeling of his cock in me. When he got close he held my head in place so he would cum in my mouth. I ended up spitting it back onto his dick. We washed up and went to bed.