My Brother.

Around 20 years ago me and my younger brother started to experiment, he was a year younger than me. It went on for around 6 years.
It all started when I caught him watching porn, we decided to try watching gay porn and this evolved into trying out what we were watching

He was good at sucking my dick but he has a very small penis and I wish it was bigger, my cock has always been very large, no matter what my age it's always well above average and he would let me fuck his mouth as much as I could before he felt sick. He wouldn't let me cum in his mouth but I would have let him cum in mine, but this never happened...

I did try to fuck him a few times but I couldn't fit, one time I fit just the head and started to cum straight away so pulled out and came in the sink in the bathroom, I then bent over and he fucked me until he needed to cum and then I left the room while he finished himself off.

He would suck my cock for a packet or crisps, or would knock on the door while I was in the washroom and ask if I wanted to ruck around. I obviously did, a lot!

This only stopped when I got into my first relationship and he wasn't happy about it stopping at all but not long after he got into his own relationship.

Since then I've got married and had 3 kids, he is also married with 4. We've never mentioned it or even hinted that it ever happened but I still watch gay porn and fantasize about playing with a man, if my marriage ever ends I think I will experiment with someone.

But I still think I'm straight, but also now thinking about whether or not I am... Kinda wanna suck a cock. Anyway. Thanks for reading.