Wanted To Try Anal

I just turned 33 a week and a few days ago. From reading stories and knowing gay people (my brother happens to be gay) I know that it can feel really good to have a cock up your ass due to the prostate and all that. So I have no attraction to men at all, like physically, but I do like to feel good and cum so I was figuring eh maybe I will try it. So my brother was over for a visit for my birthday and I ended up getting the courage to kind of ask him some questions about it. You know, questions like how does it feel and I straight up told him I was curious about it, how it felt. I also wondered the best way to find someone as STI's are something that I take very serious and do not want. So he was kind of pondering some idea's with me and then went "well I could always do it". Now, I was not to keen on it, like you know, my own brother and all, but made some points that made sense. Points like how he was well experienced in it and how he was clean and he could trust me because I am his brother and how it would purely be physical one time thing to just try it. Well I said fuck it, why not and I went to the bathroom to empty out anything I had up there and cleaned up and we went to the bedroom.

Now I had 3 rules for him he had to follow, lame I know but since this would be possibly my only time doing it, I wanted to make sure I got it done how I wanted cause if I don't like it, at least I don't like it my way. The rules were: Rule 1 was that he had to use a good amount of lube, which I had on hand and take it slow at the start. Rule 2 was that after a while with rule 1 I want to actually be fucked which means he can go harder and faster and deeper etc until I needed him to slow down or stop. If I couldn't take it i'd let him know. Basically I expected him to actually fuck me harder and harder until I had to have him slow down and if i needed him to stop he had to stop. Rule 3 was that well I was letting fuck my ass without a condom because I do trust him so I don't want another guys sprayed all over my back so when he finishes to literally put it deep as he can, I will just deal with it after.

So we start. Lets just say that my brother is well, I never seen him really naked growing up, and he is no 10 inch cock but he is still big. I was questioning it and he said it would be fine, he knew what he was doing. He did use lots of lube and a finger up there and then two after a while which felt different. He told me he was help to loosen me up. He got me to lie on my stomach flat to the bed and thats when he started to use his cock. Well it slid it easier than I expected, and it didn't exactly hurt maybe from hi fingers making it easier but it felt weird. He did go slow at first but man, he had every inch of that up in me while going slow, felt like I was reverse shitting. After a while he asked if he could pick it up and I said sure and he started. Like I told him to keep going and going and after a certain point where he was getting faster that whole reverse shit feeling changed to I dunno feeling not uncomfortable anymore. I will say I am proud that I never got him to stop or slow down and it felt like he was really going at, which I won't lie was getting pretty intense, it before he started to shoot his load in me. Fun fact, dunno if it was due to depth because he was pushing that as deep and he possibly could, but I learned you cannot feel cum getting shot up your ass.

So that was as I said a week and a half ago and I enjoyed it enough that I kind of shamelessly admit this but I have let him do it two more times since. Last night was the third time and ya, he hand me on my back this time like missionary. I also learned I though his dick was deep before, in that and he had me bent up a little it felt like he was trying to poke my stomach. Also learned he did not go all out the first time, cause last night was me getting my ass absolutely fucked, I don't think he held back at all and I fucking came from it. Def a different kind of orgasm I tell you that. Not long after that he was pushing his cock in depths he hadn't explored the last two times and was emptying his nuts up there. So basically I kind of want his cock up there again and I won't lie, I probably most definitely have him up there again.