Sucked His Dick, FINALLY!

I have off and on been posting here and it's been helping me A LOT. I don't really have anyone to talk to about my sexual affair with my stepson.

I am beyond happy (I know I shouldn't be but I am). I finally sucked his dick! I felt so excited after. I noticed through the days that he slowly became more and more physically obvious that he was wanting another session with me. We don't talk unless it's through body language. So, I noticed he began looking at me or being in certain areas of the house as me. He had a day off from class and he stayed home with me. I came downstairs to make a sandwich after taking a shower and doing my self care routine. He was on the couch playing his PS5 online with his cousin.

When I was done, I started going towards the stairs but he stopped me when he reached his arms out to hold my body. I caved in, of course. He whispered in my ear and said, "my mic is muted". And his cousin said, "your mic is muted" right after he said that and we both laughed. So I put my plate down and he pulled me on top of him. I placed kisses all over his neck (he really likes that) and my hand traveled down his shirt and into his pants.

(I forgot to mention, weeks before, I gave him a handjob for the first time and he blew his load all over my hand. I licked his cum in front of him. He hugged me, kissed me and told me goodnight.)

Anyways, I began touching his hard cock and I love the feeling of it on my hand. It feels so perfect. I started kissing him gently and passionately and went down to his stomach. With every kiss, he reacted with intensity. His sweet little whimpers and breathes encouraged me to continue. I made it to his crotch and I asked him if it was okay for me to do more. He said yes and took his pants down. I was so happy to finally see his dick and it was just as beautiful as I imagined! I didn't mind how hairy he was, I love the scent of him. I started licking his shaft and I knew he was enjoying it. When I finally took him in my mouth, I deep throated him. I wanted him to feel the depths of how far I could go.

I've sucked off his dad so many times and many times, his dad couldn't help but moan and lose himself in the moment. I've been told I'm an amazing dick sucker by others. It's my strength.

I sucked him passionately being sure to cup and rub his balls at the same time. I kissed his hips in between stroking his dick with my hand and I saw how I made him fall into the feeling. I began sucking hard and deep and when I knew he was ready to handle more, I went faster and faster. I knew he was close when he said, "Oh my God, Oh my gosh, Oh my God!". He exploded in my mouth and I loved feeling his cum. I looked up at him and he was sitting with his eyes closed for a few moments like he was marinating in the ecstasy. I let him revel in the moments until I asked him if he was okay, he said yes. Then I asked if it was good and he said yes. I got up, hugged him and left while he jumped back onto his game.

Now, I've noticed that he's been eating carrots everytime I'm around. It's the whole carrots that you buy in the produce section. So I think it's an innuendo. I could be wrong. He actually cleaned his room and he's been more organized. We still don't talk but I think we have this connection to one another.

I really want to suck him off again. I know we're not going to get to the point of fucking which is okay. And I know this is temporary because he'll find a girlfriend soon enough. But my God, I'm loving the physical aspect of this.