Since He's Intent On Keeping Me His Wife Wants Me To Have My Own Kids

This coming Dec 13 will be the tenth year of the office Christmas party at which I first slept with my boss. To be exact, we had intercourse. In my mind it wasn't consensual, but that's a lie. It was regretful, and embarrassing. He elected to keep me on. Meaning, continue to have intercourse with me.

I met his wife two weeks later on Christmas Eve. He insisted I join them for Christmas Eve dinner at his home. With the children. He announced at the table that I was his girlfriend and he intended to keep me. And I needed to be respected as his girlfriend. He was talking to his wife as well as his children.

I work for him, I work with him, I have intercourse with him. I suppose that after ten years I love him. As I was told by an old lady, women learn to love the man who fucks her. I love him, I'm ok with that now. I will turn 35 on my next birthday. I'm under a lot of pressure to have my own kids. It's a daily thing, everyone I see her.