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When I was engaged to my wife she would only give me had jobs , we both were 19 , being young and horny it wasn’t enough , so I met a girl at a park and got to know her over two weeks , she gave me a blowjob and later we fucked , I felt guilty being engaged and avoided this girl, after two two months the girl called and said she was pregnant , this was two weeks before I was to be married , the girl also told me she was staying with her aunt and moved out of state back with her mom , I didn’t believe the girl , I thought make was trying to stop our marriage ,,I didn’t hear from her again and got married , now iv been married for two years the girl sent my wife a letter telling her everything , I denied it ,, thirty three years later , my wife had an affair , I confronted her and she denied it , the guy she had an affair with told her if she didn’t give him blowjobs daily or fuck he would tell, then my wife started fucking guys anyone who wanted it , blowjob fucking like crazy ,,she told the guys she would do anything they wanted , this went on for almost a year , she let guys pull a train on her , she did gangbangs ,I found all this out by a voice activated recorder and her text message and one of her coworkers friends , my wife fucked her husband and she told me everything about my wife fucking guys at lunch and before work blowjobs , I also found out the girl I fucked was only 15 she told me she was 17 , so my issue is this , do I live with the payback my wife did or was that just not a payback her just being a slut , she was a virgin when we married , do I live with it , is it fair , she still fucks around it’s been seven years since she started fucking around