Reaching Out To My Fellows Who Find Pleasure With Another Man

I am a closeted homosexual. I love reading confessions or stories about men who find out that they like being with another man. Maybe it validates my experience. In the realm of homosexuality I prefer to bottom but have on more than one occasion pleased the other man. I do enjoy oral stimulation, kissing, nipples kissing and sucking, and of course cock sucking. I would rather give than receive, but hey if he's up to it, suck me off please.

As I've aged, I am no longer a stud, I have moved along with my age. I don't care for younger men, and I find their conversation boring. A man who is mature, a man who has lived, a man who finds life worth living. And of course a man who is comfortable sharing sex with another man.

It's not often that I hit it off with a man. Most often I am turned off by things he says, or if he exaggerates his life experiences, yes maybe he was a fighter pilot, but most likely he was a box truck driver for a furniture store. I prefer the box truck driver, a man's man so to speak. I can't really get off to high minded show offs. A man who wants to use his hands, wants to kiss, wants to have sex. Like I said, I bottom. And to top it off, a hot shower before and after makes the encounter so much better.

In spite of my obvious sexual desire, I have never felt the need for an emotional relationship. Sure, I like someone, but not enough to live with them. I'm a confirmed bachelor. I studied fine arts, and I am a fair painter. I need my quiet time, doing my thing. Painting is something that happens when I am alone. I inherited a cabin in the woods, by a stream. It's a small place, really a one room wonder. I've fixed it up just a little, no modern appliances. I go up there to get away from civilization. I've never taken anyone up there, friend or foe. It's my place, for me. And that's where I have my inspirations.

Well, to those who have discovered the pleasure of homosexual sex, hurray to you. A cock in the hand is worth one in the bush, if you get my meaning. I've sucked more than one man to completion, the taste of his semen, pushing it through my teeth. A man's look in his eyes as he reaches orgasm and his cock is trapped in my hand and he is releasing his frustrations into my mouth. Can't get better, can it? Or a man who just has to fuck, just has to. He wants to mount. Well I have broad shoulders, I can take it. Fuck me, I've always liked it and wanted it.

To do loo, or something like that. If you meet me you might guess, but you might not. My life is in the closet, it's no one's business and I have no desire to join the army of homosexuals flying the flag.