Straight Male / 25
The Situation I Am In
So I will start off by saying I know that I am in this situation because of my own actions, I get that and that I am willing staying in it for now. It is also all true because I have seen stuff on this site that is for lack of the better words, complete bullshit; I have also seen stuff that may be true but people were calling them liars. But i reiterate that this is true and I am going through it now, it gets worse and I plan to get out soonish.
So where do I start. My father has been diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia and bipolar and while it is not something you diagnose he for sure has a god complex. This has led to my mother leaving him all alone. So when my lease was up for my apartment in August I decided to go back with my dad to see if I could help him as he had no job and was now on social assistance. I took a break from university too. So my father is for lack of a better word, a bit insane. When I got there he was like being one of those guys who would stand on a soap box and talk about things. Instead of the end of the world it was how aliens are trying to steal earths magnetosphere and how him and my family (two older brothers) are the kinds of the world. He got arrested for public disturbance at night once for being drunk and held in the drunk tank. He legit made a banner out of random bullshit from our house and had like religious symbols on it and walked with it for 30 minutes to the police station and protested; stating how they cannot treat him that way because of who he is.
So anyways, I move back to try and hopefully straighten him out. We do live in a smallish town where everyone kind of knows everyone for the most part, especially around where we live and people have been complaining to me. At first I think they felt bad for him but they genuinely are annoyed now. So I was trying to figured out ways to get him to stop and one day I went in to the desk where my laptop was and my dad was on it watching porn and jacking off. Of course I was like what the fuck because that is my laptop. He got mad, and I mean maaad. So I am assuming as crazy as he is since my mom left him he is sexually repressed to and explains why he is being an even bigger dick than usual.
Well it all comes to a head one day when we have an argument because he was going outside and saying his nonsense. I am at a loss and I really have no idea what to do and listen, I don't know what I thought this, but I proposed something I didn't think would work or that I would even want or figure he would want. I told him I knew he was frustrated in certain areas and even though I am his son and that I have never done anything like it before, IF he promised to stop going outside and saying crazy shit he could use my ass. He legit was taken aback and got mad that I would even suggest a thing and stormed out of my room, which had a good effect and he went to the basement and kind of hid away for a while.
However, that evening he came and asked if I was serious and I said something along the lines of how while I don't particularly want my dads cock up my ass, if he promises to just stop with the bullshit, I will put up with it. So needless to say he took it and he broke out some KY tube he had and I just lid there on my bed and it was the most awkward thing ever, and it felt weird. My dad is a decent size down there I learned and lets just say it felt like I needed to take a shit the whole time. So he finished and I legit ran to the bathroom because I really needed to what felt like shit and we did not say anything about it for like a whole day.
Eventually though he came for more and he was keeping true to his word, he legit barely left the house let alone go on one of his crusades. So I let him again.
This all started back in September and it now being November it is getting tough. This is the situation I am in now as I mentioned, only problem is, it is getting worse and worse. It started off every so often, then got to daily, now he just cant be satisfied, all last week and this week it has been at least twice a day. This following Tuesday was the worst yet, he did it three times which leads to a sore ass. He also has his moments where he just gives it, like I am pretty sure he could not fuck me harder if he tried and when that happens I put my head into the pillow and wait it out. He luckily hasn't got me to ride it but he done a bunch of other ways.
I hate to admit it but, on a normal day where he is not going hard, and just going at a even pace, I can at this point easily take it now, which really is not something to be proud of. I am holding out though, I start my university again in January so I am getting out of here next month. Luckily I know I can put up with this for only one more month.
Thanks for listening all, I just needed to tell someone.
So where do I start. My father has been diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia and bipolar and while it is not something you diagnose he for sure has a god complex. This has led to my mother leaving him all alone. So when my lease was up for my apartment in August I decided to go back with my dad to see if I could help him as he had no job and was now on social assistance. I took a break from university too. So my father is for lack of a better word, a bit insane. When I got there he was like being one of those guys who would stand on a soap box and talk about things. Instead of the end of the world it was how aliens are trying to steal earths magnetosphere and how him and my family (two older brothers) are the kinds of the world. He got arrested for public disturbance at night once for being drunk and held in the drunk tank. He legit made a banner out of random bullshit from our house and had like religious symbols on it and walked with it for 30 minutes to the police station and protested; stating how they cannot treat him that way because of who he is.
So anyways, I move back to try and hopefully straighten him out. We do live in a smallish town where everyone kind of knows everyone for the most part, especially around where we live and people have been complaining to me. At first I think they felt bad for him but they genuinely are annoyed now. So I was trying to figured out ways to get him to stop and one day I went in to the desk where my laptop was and my dad was on it watching porn and jacking off. Of course I was like what the fuck because that is my laptop. He got mad, and I mean maaad. So I am assuming as crazy as he is since my mom left him he is sexually repressed to and explains why he is being an even bigger dick than usual.
Well it all comes to a head one day when we have an argument because he was going outside and saying his nonsense. I am at a loss and I really have no idea what to do and listen, I don't know what I thought this, but I proposed something I didn't think would work or that I would even want or figure he would want. I told him I knew he was frustrated in certain areas and even though I am his son and that I have never done anything like it before, IF he promised to stop going outside and saying crazy shit he could use my ass. He legit was taken aback and got mad that I would even suggest a thing and stormed out of my room, which had a good effect and he went to the basement and kind of hid away for a while.
However, that evening he came and asked if I was serious and I said something along the lines of how while I don't particularly want my dads cock up my ass, if he promises to just stop with the bullshit, I will put up with it. So needless to say he took it and he broke out some KY tube he had and I just lid there on my bed and it was the most awkward thing ever, and it felt weird. My dad is a decent size down there I learned and lets just say it felt like I needed to take a shit the whole time. So he finished and I legit ran to the bathroom because I really needed to what felt like shit and we did not say anything about it for like a whole day.
Eventually though he came for more and he was keeping true to his word, he legit barely left the house let alone go on one of his crusades. So I let him again.
This all started back in September and it now being November it is getting tough. This is the situation I am in now as I mentioned, only problem is, it is getting worse and worse. It started off every so often, then got to daily, now he just cant be satisfied, all last week and this week it has been at least twice a day. This following Tuesday was the worst yet, he did it three times which leads to a sore ass. He also has his moments where he just gives it, like I am pretty sure he could not fuck me harder if he tried and when that happens I put my head into the pillow and wait it out. He luckily hasn't got me to ride it but he done a bunch of other ways.
I hate to admit it but, on a normal day where he is not going hard, and just going at a even pace, I can at this point easily take it now, which really is not something to be proud of. I am holding out though, I start my university again in January so I am getting out of here next month. Luckily I know I can put up with this for only one more month.
Thanks for listening all, I just needed to tell someone.
