I'm In A Nightmare Situation, Trading Sex For Services Rendered

I just got back from meeting with the consul general. The situation is bad, here you are guilty until proven innocent. The truth is hard to come by, but the fact that the 'goods' were found in his possession isn't, it's all on camera. The Embassy keeps track of them, but that's about as much as they can do. The situation is personal, not a diplomatic issue. They did refer me to an attorney.

The lawyer wants him to plead guilty to a lesser offense, but that costs money. Money that we don't have and get. The outlook is bleak, ten to fifteen. Probation is usually not given, early release is possible after 80 percent of the time served. He's young, and this will steal the best part of his youth. I pleaded and the lawyer asked what I had to offer. Offer myself to him and he would do his work gratis. It's not money, I'm prostituting myself in return for a lesser sentence.

He took full opportunity and the sex was pretty awful. It's not one session, it's sex with him until he gets the charges reduced. He is a sixty four year old man who smells funny. He sticks his tongue in my mouth, not to mention his penis. I couldn't face him so I gave him sex doggie. Either way, he stuck his penis in me. I'm sure the next time won't be doggie, for him sex is missionary. Like a woman. I guess here doggie is considered gay sex, even if I have a vagina.

I am staying at a small hotel because of the money. The main channels on television after ten are porn channels. The food is passable, they charge extra for laundry. My boyfriend knows nothing about this deal. I guess I'll watch porn so that I get ideas as to what to do with him. With my luck this change of charges will take forever, although he promises ten days, work days not calendar.

I never thought that I would give myself this way. All I can think of is not thinking when he is having sex with me, go to my happy place. But that sounds easy, but he smells badly and he is not attractive and he is abusive. And all I have is a promise that he will try, no guarantees.

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by Anonymous on Dec 6, 2024 at 9:04 AM

You may be giving yourself to the wrong man. After he finishes with you next time, you might want to suggest to the lawyer that you are willing to fuck and suck whoever it is that makes the decision about what your boyfriend is charged with. One afternoon in the prosecutor's or judge's office to make them look favorably on your plea for leniency might be the trade-off to keep your boyfriend either out of jail completely or for a much shorter time than the 10-15 years the law calls for.

And once you get home, think long and hard about sticking with a guy who would put you in this position.

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