Acceptance

I am gay and a cocksucker. it was many years before I could admit I was gay as I resisted those inner urges by chasing many skirts? I slipped back into the straight life more than once but would slip back into the gay life for short intervals for a time but always to return again to the straight life. it was only recently I have faced the fact that I am indeed gay? the turning point was in a back bedroom at a private apartment where I was invited for a drink and gave in to the suggestion that we relax by getting naked. this man was older and I was fearful of him. I was then ordered naked to sit on the bed in the back bedroom and he followed me in and stood up before me with a rock hard cock and pulled my head down to suck his cock, I had sucked cock a few times before this, I parted my lips and wrapped them around the cockhead before sliding the entire shaft to suck. so after 2 minutes or so He pulled out turned me over on my belly and ordered me to spread my legs and pull my butt cheeks apart with my hands and ass elevated slightly with the help of a pillow. he turned me over and ordered me to invite him in. He lubed up my anus with some type of cream and shoved the entire 7'' up my ass and fucked me, I was ordered to thank him for each stroke and address him as master. I left that apartment with his load of cum and a wet anus. that's my story and turning point And you know what I liked it getting fucked, I never saw him again but in pleasant memory!