What Made You?

I'm thinking about all my childhood indiscretion, the things that made me love other boy's and now as a man men.
I always loved both boy's and girl's for their qualities that they have. Being both effeminate and masculine in the same body that's still smooth and cute in my twenties I was gagga over cute little girls in my grade and the upperclassmen boy's gave me week knees, lol.
One boy in particular coaching my park district dive team became my first lover when I was 13 and him 17. He was wonderful and I believe that it was me who seduced him because he was virgin also. I never was much of a diver but all those various boy's with tight bodies in tight speedo swimsuits that showed your junk was why I joined when I was 9 well before I could understand what I was feeling. Just wearing that little thing that made me feel abd look wonderful was such a beautiful experience.
Dating an extremely cute little girl in my 8th grade class, you know the hot one's always love the queer boys, lol.
She had as much influence on me sexualy as my 17 year old boyfriend. We even traded panties on date's in high-school. Now that's a real girlfriend!
I was wondering if other guys had a gay influence that was positive like mine when discovering that they were gay or bi?