Not Sure What To Think...

At 18, I was still a virgin and never even let a boy get first base. Several boys tried, but I was determined not to start down that road. The closest I'd ever come to a penis was seeing pics that boys had sent some of my friends.

One day, I was home alone (or thought I was) and decided to lay in our tanning bed. When I walked out of the tanning bed room I started down a long hallway and saw my step dad walking toward me. I was completely naked and so shocked, I didn't even try covering up. I uttered something like "sorry I didn't know anybody was home" before dipping into the bathroom. I was so embarrassed. A couple of months passed by and one day I went to tske a shower. I realized I had left my shampoo and conditioner in my parents bathroom because the shower head is better at getting soap our of my hair. When I stepped into their bathroom, I heard their shower running and saw the bathroom door open. I knew it was my step dad, so I peaked in and asked "Did i leave my shampoo and conditioner in your shower? " he didn't seemed alarmed and said, "yes, do you need it?". I said I did, and he stepped closer to the foggy etched shower door to hand the bottles over the top. When he did, I could see EVERYTHING. The etched glass distorted it a little, but not much. He had strung a towel over the door, so it was hanging down, so I couldn't see anything from the waist up and he couldn't see me. I said "thanks" and walked over to the shower door to get bottles.

My questions are, "Do you think he didn't realize I could see everything or is it more likely he did that intentionally?" Hes has never acted inappropriate toward me at all and he's been my step dad since I was 7 years old.

Also, "Was it wrong of me to walk into the bathroom and ask for the bottles and then walk over and get them from him? Is it possible I was curious snd just.didnt realize it?

On a side note, I did walk into their bedroom about a year later and saw him completely naked. I know I should have knocked, but didn't. I just froze, but I did see "him". He actually talked to me about it a few hours later and I apologized. He just said, "Well it happened and there's nothing you or I can do about it now. Just don't worry about it." I felt like he was being nice and forgiving.

Does any of that make me a bad person?

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by Anonymous on Nov 30, 2024 at 9:44 PM

None of that makes you a bad person. He probably sees you as close family and just doesn’t really care. You live there too and you aren’t being overtly disrespectful to him or the living space. He may have seen you or he Maury not have but likely he didn’t care either way

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by Seagull57 on Dec 1, 2024 at 2:54 AM

Lily, you are not bad person! You are curious about sex and you've had a few adult moments. It doesn't sound as though either of you have been inappropriate. I'm sure your step dad finds you attractive, this is why he doesn't make a huge effort to cover up. He also probably feels that, as an adult, you understand how sexual couples act. As you know, he and your mom are intimate. Probably, a couple times a week. He assumes that you understand that. If it troubles you, make more of an effort to stay clear when he might be dressing or undressed. I wouldn't worry, though.

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by Anonymous on Dec 1, 2024 at 6:41 AM

Let me join the chorus and say you're not a bad person for your past actions which were largely accidental in nature, and at worst, could be written off as laughing chance with a dash of curiosity.

Having said that, can we dig a little deeper? You said you were an 18-year-old virgin when the incidents happened. Have you gained experience with boys your own age or older men who knew which buttons to push to make you accepting of their advances?

If not, then I can see how the image of your step dad's swinging cock would be etched in your mind as something to compare your future lovers to.

If you have gained sexual experience and found your partners lacking in some dimension, your curiosity might still be driving your fascination with SD's cock. Still normal, but the dividing line between good person and bad gets a little blurry depending on your actions, not your thoughts.

For example, have you consciously or unconsciously started wearing fewer clothes or clothes that allow 'easy peeking' of your tits and ass in an effort to entice your SD? Does your behavior around SD depend on whether your mom is home? Are there lingering hugs that press your body to his? Have there been more naked strolls down the hallway with no effort to hide or cover up when he sees you?

Those and many more acts will be a flashing light to him that you are attempting to seduce him. Whether the flashing light is red or green is dependent on his attraction to you and his willingness to fuck his 'little girl'.

Enjoy him if that's your desire, but be prepared to be rejected or fucked into next week. There are few outcomes that fall between the extemes.

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by Anonymous on Dec 1, 2024 at 2:10 PM

No, my step dad has never said or done anything out of the way. He's very repsectful and makes sure to knock before entering, which is something I never do and never done. I've walked in on him plenty of times wearing only boxers or chaging. He doesn't respond one way or the other as just passes it off likes it's no big deal. The first time I walked in on him he was ironing clothes and had on a light blue pair of boxer briefs when I was 17. And I stepped in, saw him, and immediately walked out but then I cam back in and laid on the bed and talked to him while he ironed. I admit I noticed how the material hugged every inch and I could tell the size of his penis . I think he may have caught me peeking but never said a thing. So I wasn't totally shocked when I saw it through the shower door or walked in on him.

by Anonymous on Dec 1, 2024 at 2:26 PM

I get excited when I see my dad nude. I think it is natural. And yes I have masturbated thinking of my dad fucking me but I am not going let it be known. If it matters, I am no longer a virgin and cannot stand the boy I allowed inside me. I would like to try a man.

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by Anonymous on Dec 1, 2024 at 4:05 PM

It happens. You cohabitate. It happened when I was a kid and I accidentally walked in on my parents, room mates in the army, etc. Just try to be mindful and try to remember to knock and what not. You're younger so life is newer and it seems like a bigger deal. In reality, it's nothin'. As long as there's no staring, touching, or inappropriate comments then nothing to worry about. It's actually wholesome you're making a mountain out of a molehill on this one and reminds me not all humans suck.

by Anonymous on Dec 7, 2024 at 11:24 AM

My daughter and I see one another in the nude from time to time. The last time I saw her nude, she was calm and placed a hand covering most of her pussy but left her perky tits standing in clear view. It was good that I was not also naked because I gon an instant erection. My daughter is a fox a goddess HOT! I have no idea what she thinks of seeing me naked.

by Spawn on Dec 17, 2024 at 3:32 AM

Dec 7 post; When she sees you nude do you cover up or let her see all? How comfortable would she be if you were to follow her to her room as you and her talked? If she was open to it, would you have sex with her?

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