I Let My Brother Believe I Made Milk

I feel bad about it now but when my brother was little, like 4, he came to me once saying he really missed being able to have milk from mom, and that she kept saying no when he asked, so now he wanted some of mine. I wasnt fat or anything, but I've always had some curve to my chest so I guess thats why he thought there might be milk in there.

I was like 13 and really curious about how it would feel, so I let him. Obviously no milk came out but he got into a habit of sucking on my tits for comfort and I always let him, always feeling bad because I knew it was really weird but I just loved how it felt. A lot of the time he even fell asleep while nursing and later on I figured that since he was asleep it would be okay if I jerked off. I think that's the thing i felt worst about. But as far as I know he never realized. When I went to college he cried to me because he wouldn't be able to have our nighttime routine anymore.

I'm honestly terrified he's told my mom which makes me afraid to visit home but I also miss it so much