A Life Long Closeted Gay Male
My kids are grown, my career aspirations over, I'm retired and live like brother and sister. I step out much like I have these last thirty years. Still in the closet.
I’m 65, like you I have had gay experiences all along the way, married for many years, not into men so will never come out but enjoy gay sex a lot, like most married men with high sex drive, we seem to find wives that use sex to set the hook then ,bam! Not so much anymore, good wife but terrible sex life for many years, I have a bud I suck off as much as timing allows, once or twice a week if lucky….very oral with women and men…
I am just like the two previous replies. I am 68 years old and married but also in the closet. Since I was 33 years old I have enjoyed sex with men . I was divorced 15 years back and many times wish I had not gotten married again. The wife is good but I have wished I would stayed unmarried so I could have enjoyed so much more oral sex with guys. I really enjoy sucking men to completion. I was afraid of AIDS.and tried not to go to crazy sucking guys. I believe I would have tried to suck multiple men each day.
Also a senior closeted male. Desires build up and need release. Cannot fully be satisfied by my girlfriend. Have a male friend I see for steady gay sex. He is around my age and we suck each other's cocks and kiss. Neither of us requires anal but we both love lots of oral and mutual masturbation. Nothing quite like a cock in my mouth as I seem to need to please a man to be totally fulfilled. At the same time a fulltime gay relationship does not work for me as I feel awkward seeing a man in public romantically. It has never felt right. However behind closed doors I am fine with it. Could be conditioning by society but to me gay sex and loving a man only works privately.