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Gay Stories
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Gay Male / 37
That First Step
My divorce came through around 5 years ago.The ex and I sold our suburban home and split the proceeds.I was able to buy a small post war bungalow near the plant where I worked. Was 32 at the time.
As a security supervisor at the plant I worked evenings. There was a neighborhood bar I often went to after work or on weekends to have a few drinks. At the time I had trouble sleeping so was there a lot.
For years I had struggled with thoughts of being attracted to men. I kept telling myself maybe I was just curious or bi but the thoughts got stronger over time. When drinking especially my inhibitions got lowered and often I got horny then masturbated at home thinking of guys I saw around.
At the plant there was a shift supervisor in his early 50's I found especially appealing. He was tall and lanky with a moustache and hair going grey. I found him handsome and best off at home thinking of him. I had talked to him at work a few times just chit chat but felt a tingle inside then repressed the feeling.
One Saturday night I was at the bar and this guy was there. I felt a bit nervous about this. His name was John and he noticed me in the corner and came over to say hi. We talked about all sorts of stuff mostly work but also I confided about my divorce. John listened intently and was sympathetic. He said he was a lifelong bachelor in such a way it felt there was more to it.
I had a few beers and knew I was likely going to jerk myself off thinking of John when I got home. I needed a cigarette and he joined me outside to smoke. As we were smoking he asked me over to his place for a nightcap. I hesitated then said yes wondering about his intentions but felt a sudden warmth inside and the beginning of an erection. He lived nearby so we just walked to his house. We lived a few streets from each other.
His place was furnished like a typical bachelor's place. Masculine devor and big screen TV for sports. He poured us some whiskies and mix. On the couch sipping our drinks he had moved closer to chat. My cock was now rock hard as I anticipated an advance even hoping for it. Sure enough after our second drink he leaned in after telling me how good looking I was. His kiss was harder than a woman's more confident and insistent. I liked it and felt myself surrendering to the arousal. I kissed him back and we necked passionately as I loved howchis moustache caressed my lipsHe soon ked me to the bedroom and our clothes came off. I noticed his bigger cock was erect as well and looked real sexy with an upward bent to it. His hand and mouth explored my body as I groaned in horniness. He engulfed my cock with his mouth and sucked me steadily. It felt so good I almost came right away. He made sure when I came he swallowed every drop. After he pleased me I really wanted to please him back. I guided his cock into my mouth loving it felt between my lips. Having never been with a man or sucking a cock I was surprised how natural and right it felt. I could not stop until he released in my mouth and I had his load we talked awhile then I fell asleep with him. He blew me in the shower the next morning and we spent the day watching football and making out.
Going home I became fully aware I was infatuated with John and the dawning realization that I might be a gay man like him. We chatted on the phone during the week. He invited me over the following Friday for pizza and I brought the wine. That night I lost my remaining inhibitions. In bed I felt wild and horny with him. I told him I wanted his cock inside me to really confirm how much I wanted a man mainly him. He told me it would hurt but he had a solution. John took a small amber bottle out of a drawer and said that if I inhaled these poppers my anus would relax and intercourse would be much easier. I trusted what ge said and started sniffing them. I felt a head rush and flash of heat. The more I sniffed the more lust and euphoric I felt. We kissed wildly then he brought out some lube. My asshole got fingered and wet with lube. John got behind me and slowly entered me with his big cock. It hurt at first then slid deep inside me. As he began slowly thrusting it stopped hurting and I felt the first waves of a new pleasure envelope my whole body. As he fucked me I felt this strange sensation take me over. I asked John what this feeling was. He said some men get a female type orgasm when they are penetrated and looks like I was one of them. He pumped and pumped in me as my body shook in the longest most intense orgasm of my life. It was so different than ejaculation. Is this what women feel with a man I wondered ? Finally John let loose inside me and I could feel his wetness fill me. We lay back exhausted. I felt like he had become my man as I had crossed a point of no return. He had me several more times that weekend. Covid hit and I moved in with him.
As a security supervisor at the plant I worked evenings. There was a neighborhood bar I often went to after work or on weekends to have a few drinks. At the time I had trouble sleeping so was there a lot.
For years I had struggled with thoughts of being attracted to men. I kept telling myself maybe I was just curious or bi but the thoughts got stronger over time. When drinking especially my inhibitions got lowered and often I got horny then masturbated at home thinking of guys I saw around.
At the plant there was a shift supervisor in his early 50's I found especially appealing. He was tall and lanky with a moustache and hair going grey. I found him handsome and best off at home thinking of him. I had talked to him at work a few times just chit chat but felt a tingle inside then repressed the feeling.
One Saturday night I was at the bar and this guy was there. I felt a bit nervous about this. His name was John and he noticed me in the corner and came over to say hi. We talked about all sorts of stuff mostly work but also I confided about my divorce. John listened intently and was sympathetic. He said he was a lifelong bachelor in such a way it felt there was more to it.
I had a few beers and knew I was likely going to jerk myself off thinking of John when I got home. I needed a cigarette and he joined me outside to smoke. As we were smoking he asked me over to his place for a nightcap. I hesitated then said yes wondering about his intentions but felt a sudden warmth inside and the beginning of an erection. He lived nearby so we just walked to his house. We lived a few streets from each other.
His place was furnished like a typical bachelor's place. Masculine devor and big screen TV for sports. He poured us some whiskies and mix. On the couch sipping our drinks he had moved closer to chat. My cock was now rock hard as I anticipated an advance even hoping for it. Sure enough after our second drink he leaned in after telling me how good looking I was. His kiss was harder than a woman's more confident and insistent. I liked it and felt myself surrendering to the arousal. I kissed him back and we necked passionately as I loved howchis moustache caressed my lipsHe soon ked me to the bedroom and our clothes came off. I noticed his bigger cock was erect as well and looked real sexy with an upward bent to it. His hand and mouth explored my body as I groaned in horniness. He engulfed my cock with his mouth and sucked me steadily. It felt so good I almost came right away. He made sure when I came he swallowed every drop. After he pleased me I really wanted to please him back. I guided his cock into my mouth loving it felt between my lips. Having never been with a man or sucking a cock I was surprised how natural and right it felt. I could not stop until he released in my mouth and I had his load we talked awhile then I fell asleep with him. He blew me in the shower the next morning and we spent the day watching football and making out.
Going home I became fully aware I was infatuated with John and the dawning realization that I might be a gay man like him. We chatted on the phone during the week. He invited me over the following Friday for pizza and I brought the wine. That night I lost my remaining inhibitions. In bed I felt wild and horny with him. I told him I wanted his cock inside me to really confirm how much I wanted a man mainly him. He told me it would hurt but he had a solution. John took a small amber bottle out of a drawer and said that if I inhaled these poppers my anus would relax and intercourse would be much easier. I trusted what ge said and started sniffing them. I felt a head rush and flash of heat. The more I sniffed the more lust and euphoric I felt. We kissed wildly then he brought out some lube. My asshole got fingered and wet with lube. John got behind me and slowly entered me with his big cock. It hurt at first then slid deep inside me. As he began slowly thrusting it stopped hurting and I felt the first waves of a new pleasure envelope my whole body. As he fucked me I felt this strange sensation take me over. I asked John what this feeling was. He said some men get a female type orgasm when they are penetrated and looks like I was one of them. He pumped and pumped in me as my body shook in the longest most intense orgasm of my life. It was so different than ejaculation. Is this what women feel with a man I wondered ? Finally John let loose inside me and I could feel his wetness fill me. We lay back exhausted. I felt like he had become my man as I had crossed a point of no return. He had me several more times that weekend. Covid hit and I moved in with him.
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