Bi-Sexual Male / 44
Need Actual Advice
So I have been married for going on 19 years now to a wife I actually love. We have two great kids now and my life isn't really bad at all.
My wife is good looking and although her sex drive isn't near what it once was, she pretty much never tells me no. I get it whenever I want really.
The problem is, she isn't able to give me EVERYTHING I truly want. Sometimes I just need some dude to fuck me and cum in my mouth. She has no idea. It would be the end of everything if she were to find out.
Im noylt some slut who goes out and gets fucked all the time, actually, dur8ng our entire marriage, I've done it 9nly four times. Three of those times was with the same guy.
My most recent time was someone new. Someone I met on a popular hook up website. He was much younger than me and was was in great shape. Im in prwtty good shape also, but he was perfect for what I like. Slim, tight body, large cock, just right for me.
We fucked in his apartment within 15 minutes of meeting. It was great sex. He was open to whatever I desired. And so am I by the way. Afterwards we traded PSN names and I left.
The next day I got a message from him. He told me he wanted me to come over. I refused politely, like I said, this isn't something I do regularly. But he insisted there'd be no sex, I can meet him at Walmart.
So we did. The first thing he said was "I knew you looked familiar." He said it in a laughing way. I asked what he meant and he proceded to tell me he knows where I work, and he was right. Not only that but he's friends with my cousin.
Im getting a little nervous at this point. He told me my cousin told him where I live. He insisted that he didn't tell him our "secret" but I still don't like where it's going. He maintained a playful attitude the entire time.
The cousin in question isn't a trustworthy person. He is highly addicted to lots of things and will steal and cheat anyone to get them.
I'm worried that if he found out, he could ruin my entire life. This guy seems okay, but my cousin would no doubt try to blackmale me into something. I do not know where to go from here.
My wife is good looking and although her sex drive isn't near what it once was, she pretty much never tells me no. I get it whenever I want really.
The problem is, she isn't able to give me EVERYTHING I truly want. Sometimes I just need some dude to fuck me and cum in my mouth. She has no idea. It would be the end of everything if she were to find out.
Im noylt some slut who goes out and gets fucked all the time, actually, dur8ng our entire marriage, I've done it 9nly four times. Three of those times was with the same guy.
My most recent time was someone new. Someone I met on a popular hook up website. He was much younger than me and was was in great shape. Im in prwtty good shape also, but he was perfect for what I like. Slim, tight body, large cock, just right for me.
We fucked in his apartment within 15 minutes of meeting. It was great sex. He was open to whatever I desired. And so am I by the way. Afterwards we traded PSN names and I left.
The next day I got a message from him. He told me he wanted me to come over. I refused politely, like I said, this isn't something I do regularly. But he insisted there'd be no sex, I can meet him at Walmart.
So we did. The first thing he said was "I knew you looked familiar." He said it in a laughing way. I asked what he meant and he proceded to tell me he knows where I work, and he was right. Not only that but he's friends with my cousin.
Im getting a little nervous at this point. He told me my cousin told him where I live. He insisted that he didn't tell him our "secret" but I still don't like where it's going. He maintained a playful attitude the entire time.
The cousin in question isn't a trustworthy person. He is highly addicted to lots of things and will steal and cheat anyone to get them.
I'm worried that if he found out, he could ruin my entire life. This guy seems okay, but my cousin would no doubt try to blackmale me into something. I do not know where to go from here.
