I Kinda Hate That My Boyfriend Is Bi Instead Of Gay

Lowkey I was hoping for most of our relationship that he would wind up realizing he's gay because I also used to think I was bi and it felt extremely freeing to realize I was in fact exclusively gay and that I didn't need to be open to women. I don't think it's gonna happen anymore though bc it's been years. It's not usually relevant anyway but then he'll say something about an actress being hot and i just get genuinely so angry.

I don't express it to him other than mild disgust which he finds funny. But I really do feel so disgusted any time I'm reminded that he's also into women and that it's possible one day when we're no longer together that he'll be in a straight relationship. I can't help but feel sometimes like we're barely even in a gay relationship ourselves bc of how different we are. Like, I'm ostensibly a Gay Man. And he's a Man Who Happens To Be Bi. I really need to be with another completely gay man I'm so fucking sick of attracting bi men