Coming To Terms With What Kind Of Woman I Want To Be

Having to display, adopt the doggie position, submit to a male strikes head on with being a 'strong' woman, an 'assertive' woman. You can't go schizoid and stand on both feet. In the end you have to choose, all natural woman or all fake.

I gave up, quit trying, adopted the position, submitted, took his name, washed the dishes. I'm happy, content, at ease with being normal, choosing to wear a dress, and hold his hand and follow where he leads me.

One other thing, the role models put up for young women like Kamala and Hillary guarantee as a woman I will not follow that example. My mother, my grandmother are real women, I'll follow their example.