I Miss My Ex

I'm in a happy relationship I'm engaged to a beautiful God fearing woman that wants to be a stay at home mom for our future family and everything. But I miss my slut of an ex girlfriend.

Back in college I met this altish goth girl in my class. We struck up a convo after we found out we lived in the same dorm building. We started texting and grabbing meals at the dinning hall. The classic college romance, just talking turned into movie watching make out sessions. Which led to hands moving across each other's body. Standard stuff.

It didn't take long to learn that she was mine and would do almost anything. She would hesitate at first but after a little reassurance she'd go through with it. Id have her suck on my finger for practice then take a pic just to familiarize her to different kinks. She was up to most things.

Blowjobs and handjobs were common place until I asked her to be my girlfriend. Then everything was on the table. I came in her the first time on my squeaky ass dorm bed. As long as I bought her new ones she'd let me tear her tights or fishnets right off her body to get at her sweet wet pussy.

Shed let me film whole segments of our sex life so we could rewatch it together. Shed let me choose her outfits id dress her like the slut she was. Shirt skirts fishnets and a tube top with no bra was my favorite. She let me choose her first tattoo for her, I chose clouds. I asked and paid for her nipples to get pierced.

I was living the life I had it all she was the perfect girlfriend always bending over for me without hesitation. But after about two years we broke up because she wasn't taking her mental health seriously (who would have thought) and it was negatively effecting our relationship so I ended it with her so we could take some time apart but she went to her parents place in Europe and forgot about me.

My current fiance is gorgeous blonde but the sex just isn't the same. I know comparison is the death of happiness but man I miss pumping a load in my personal slut whenever and however I'd want with no complaints.

I hope I'm able to move on and forget so I can really be happy with what I have.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 14, 2024 at 9:57 PM

Wait till you are married , that vanilla sex will eventually turns into zero sex. It’s alot of fun.

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Indigo

by Indigo on Dec 14, 2024 at 10:43 PM

You've go a lot of work to do.You have to get better before she does. You have to learn how to take the lead in the bedroom. Women are naturally submissive and will not take the lead. You have to learn to take the lead role, and then move her slowly to where you want your sex life to go. You have to learn how to do this. You had better bone up on all those dating advisors to become a better man in the bedroom. Get that right and you won't be able to keep up with her. I can tell you. It's up to you.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 15, 2024 at 5:28 AM

I have to agree. As a long married man, over twice your age, I can tell you, people don't change! If you are unhappy with the frequency and sluttiness of your fiance, now, you have to understand, she will not change! She's the way she is because that's how she wants to be.
Talk to her. Let her know your concerns. Get her to discuss her true sexual needs and desires. If these don't match yours, than it may be best for you to to go your separate ways. Better now, than five years from now. When houses and children could complicate things! Sorry, but it's the truth.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 15, 2024 at 1:19 PM

totally true. nothing compares to having your own personal fucktoy. doesn't stop you from wanting more though - it's good to get something going on the side.

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