Desperate, Wet, And Wanting

I’m 32 year old woman with a very faithful loving fiancée. He’s amazing. He treats me so well. He is husband material. He’s also working to be a pastor. But Im not sexually attracted to him anymore. We talked about it but I can’t and his sex is very vanilla. With that being said… I’m sexually frustrated out of my mind.

I want to be fucked. I want a my pussy licked and a tongue so deep inside of me. I want a cock in my mouth. I love sucking dick so much. The head running on my tongue as I lick the small slit at the end. I love the feel of cum in my throat when a man cums. I want a cock so bad. I daydream frequently nowadays of someone even a stranger just putting it inside and stroking pussy. I’m even into toys. Using a vibrator while he cums again and again. I’m a squirter too I found out with my toys. If I’m really into it, I’ll soak the sheets. I have to use my vibrator with 3 towels folded because I’ll soak the mattress. I want to be fucked while a man is holding my throat and playing with my ass. I want dick in my ass too. I love anal with proper prep. It feels so good. I want to be filled with cum and feel so full. I want to be fucked from behind. And feel it in my stomach. The toys I have just don’t do it justice.


It’s getting so bad now. I’ve started watching lesbian porn. Even that gets me going now. Both enjoying themselves and coming hard having real orgasms.

At least just one time… I want to feel something. I want to have an orgasm. I want something. That’s it. That’s my confession.