Grandmas Special Love

i confess my foster grandmother was always m****ting r****g me from 5 or so on. this included oral sex masturbation sex play and full vaginal penetration. but i was willing. she always watched me when my foster mom was away for work and she lived with us. it was our secret. I'm not a victim i remember running home from school so she could hug me and have her way with my little cock or you can imagine a highly sexualized 8 yr old never wanting her to stop. she would always buy me things with strings attached in a good way sex for toys or candy. she was alone my grandpa died early. i wasn't a victim i equally initiated our contact as she would let me feel her all over when my mom wasn't home. a boys dream my relationship with my mom is normal and she doesn't know.