When The Hubbies Away

Being married to the same man since i was 18. sex had become dull and unexciting. Masturbation is where i start and end my day. My husband's away for a couple months at a time as an insurance adjuster moving from storm to storm. It was watching porn that drove me to new levels of insatiability that I've never experienced except for my early pre-pubescent years of exploring myself. I became intoxicated with cum blowjob videos and gloryholes. I live in a city with a few that until now never would have even thought about. To make it short I bought wigs and sheer tops etc. I would make myself a totally different woman as i went to my first gloryhole. I paid bought quarters and walked around nervously as a few people were there. mmmmm I felt so dirty and nasty. i landed a room and even before i looked around a cock popped thru a small hole. the room stank of sex and cum, i was delirious with lust. i blew quite a few men before I made a hasty retreat back to my car and then home. I've repeated this many times and i feel guilty but totally sexually satisfied. My perverse mind has even led me to flash dressed in a wig and sexy clothes as I've driven just to show my pussy only to speed off and rub myself furiously. My flashes included both older and young boys. this gets me off knowing they possibly may think about it and later masturbate about me. Am i alone??