I Guess I’m Officially Bi Now

I had to work this week into New Year’s Eve. My wife and I typically spend the new year with her family about 3 hours from where we live. We both work from home 95% of the time but I had av deliverable to close before EOY. We are together 24_7, our friends don’t count on us for many nights out and it’s hard for me to Jack off without her knowing.
She cheated on me over the last year with someone from our friend group. I caught them but I didn’t want to tell her how. I just said “It feels like something is going on between you and Andrew” she denied it of course. They fuck in our garage. Guess what I have in our garage. Video surveillance of my toys. It’s a big garage. A camper, a boat my challenger. So she would run out there and meet him. He’d bend her over and to be honest she would cum in 5 minutes.
So that’s me venting. What I did was start chatting on line… with men from a gay hookup site. Well today I had three men stop by. The first guy was a bottom. I couldn’t stay hard to fuck him i felt bad but kinda knew what I really wanted. I sat on two dicks today the last guy I wore lingerie and he referred to me as a slutty bitch.