I'm Having Ever More Vivid Fantasies Of A Man Taking Me And Using Me

I teach Latin in High School in a fairly wealthy school district. I'm 39 and unmarried. I have interests that concentrate on school activities and love being around students who honestly want to learn. My reputation is on the side of a prude. I do not like talking about sex and do not like pornography. I do have a problem with the objectification of women. I am plain Jane and wear glasses, contacts never worked for me, I have a small bust and lean on being thin or skinny. I like my vulva and get wet pretty easily. As to men, I'm a virgin and have fantasies, but they tend to be on the abusive side. I have only 'made love' with a woman.

The woman I have sexual activities with teaches Physics. She is divorced for over twenty years, she married a high school boy but it ended. She is big for a girl and has large breasts and a big vulva. She is aggressive and she initiates contact. She likes trapping me between her legs and eating her to orgasm. I cook and clean and do many of the other things women do and feel that it is just a burden befallen on us. I do not like yard work and have no interest in mechanical objects. She grooms my vulva and likes me freshly shaven. I like that look and love to sport it. I like tight panties that pull up on my crotch, but not thongs. I like her in tight panties and like her holding me tight in her bosom. Breasts have always been my soft spot, big tit Mary types with thighs and strong hands. I like eating her through her panties, especially after a long day at work and her strong smell arouses me.

We do not live together and we do not teach at the same high school. She teaches at a lower income demographic with lots of troubled homes and she empties out on me. It's not her fault and there is nothing she can do about it. My school district has a high income demographic and college educated. Sex is our outlet, if it weren't for sex we would probably not see each other.

I do wonder at times, like I said I have fantasies, about being brought down by some man in the wilderness. Always outdoors, perhaps picking berries, or another outing. I can 'feel' him tearing into me, tearing up my beautiful vulva, leaving his 'mark' in me. I can feel his hand on my neck holding me down to wash the floorboards. When I refuse he slaps me. He likes his clothes hand washed in the river, and he likes me barefoot. My dream is alive when it happens, and I wake up with my heart racing and I am wet and dripping. When I have these fantasies it takes me a day or two to get over them. I have never talked to my lover about then, it embarrasses me to tell her what I dream about. This fantasy started when I was still a girl in high school, and as time has passed the dreams have not faded. Except now they are more vivid and their is no romance in them. The fantasy is a period piece, I'm always some maiden in a one room cabin in the wilderness, sometime during the settling of America.

I know that I'm a lesbian woman, but I do not have romantic feelings for my current lover.

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painkillr

by painkillr on Jan 5, 2025 at 9:30 AM

too bad high school athletes don't take latin, you'd probably find an outlet for your frustration in them

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 6, 2025 at 4:01 PM

I want you. I’m a strong man, I teach martial arts.

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