At This Point, All I Can Do Is Pray

I’m 42 and divorced after being married for 20 years. My divorce was final last March but I didn’t start dating again until August. Until October I had met no one I really found that interesting.

Through a mutual friend I met a younger guy (27) who had lots of common interests so we had several dates.

Early December he invited me to take a ski trip the week of New Years so I decided to accept the invitation.

I have not been on birth control for over 15 years since my Ex had a vasectomy after our last child. Even though we had not had any discussions about sex and expecting we would probably be intimate I bought condoms in case he didn’t since I didn’t have time to get on the pill

We arrived at the ski lodge Monday before New Year’s and as expected we were intimate that evening with me letting him know I wasn’t on birth control needing him to use protection.

We had a wonderful New Year’s Eve then brought in the New Year with the most amazing foreplay and intercourse I had ever had. Unfortunately, the condom broke just as he came so I got a full load at the same time having a very intense orgasm.
We tried to find the morning after pill the next day but no one had them.

We were intimate every day through Saturday before returning home on late Sunday using condoms the rest of the time.

I took the morning after pill today hoping it will still work. My period is due on the 14th so all I can do is pray I didn’t get pregnant.