Fucked Hard

i have only ever had anal sex up until today. i know most people try anal like after being with somebody sexually for a while, but idk i’ve always been so nervous about something being up my pussy, even just a finger so every man i’ve been with has fucked my ass.

i didn’t tell my date tonight about this cause i knew i had to conquer the fear sooner than later and since he doesn’t know me well i didn’t want to tell him to fuck my ass (anyone who HAS fucked my ass has been a long term partner). and when i say this man fucks like a jackhammer i mean it. i let him finger me right before and that would have been enough to make me cum but when he actually fucked me i swear i saw stars. i don’t know what i was afraid of because holy fuck that was like a spiritual experience. he was pounding me so hard i don’t even really know what sounds i was making which is kind of embarrassing but oh well it was fucking incredible.

i don’t talk to my friends about sex so i’m telling a bunch of strangers instead ;)