Watching Men Kiss Is The Biggest Thing That Turns Me On

I find that the very thing that turned me on when I was a teen continues to turn me on now (I'm 47). When I was a teen there was this one part of the park near where I lived that had the reputation of where the gay men went to hang out. I hung out there, I wanted to watch. I went home almost always after ejaculating in my pants.

Anyways, it is when the gays started to kiss that I got turned on. Watching a naked butt while fucking a man was good too, but the kissing got me hard. It was all sort of gays that hung out there, mostly young guys, some old ones that came there to take one home.

Today I'm a lot older and I go to this bar. It's a famous gay bar in my town. I like to disappear into the dark background and watch men kiss. I rub myself and get hard and a lot of times I ejaculate in my pants.

I tried several times to kiss with a man. It was fine as far as that went, and I got hard, and on a couple of occasions I had to submit, they weren't leaving me alone until they got what they wanted. That was fine too, as far as that goes. But it doesn't replace the feelings I get when I watch two men kissing.