I'm Not Out Of The Closet, I Am A Homosexual

Well the confession is simple. I'm a closeted homosexual. I don't use gay, because I don't participate in the lifestyle and do not want any form of 'gay' relationship. Homosexuality for me is a sexual preference.

I am married with a family and a position of responsibility, which I take seriously. My homosexual outings are much in the same line as a heterosexual fling for other men. Nothing personal, just a variation of what you have at home.

I bottomed primarily in my youth, but I've switched to topping as I've grown older. That said I gladly bottom for the man of the hour. I have a lot of out of town commitments, so I have been able to use that time to get my fill of sex with another man. And it is sex. I like a man who wants to get rambunctious, who likes kissing and oral sex. A man who wants to know what it feels like to be held down with a man on his back. I like full body contact, a hot shower together, a lot of caressing and penis playing, and nipple kissing.

I would say that my homosexual behavior is a quarterly thing, certainly not daily. It's the man I meet. A man I want to and can get very close with. A man that doesn't shy away from kissing first, before anything else happens.