She Let Me When I Was Young Disgusted When I Want To Do It Now Older.

She started me off as a toddler by letting me play between her smooth, sweet, shaved pantyhose legs(at least up to her control top) under a blanket-while I was a toddler-while Dad was at work! She would let me rub my face body all over her pantyhose, legs, and toes. She even let me hump her legs a bit. I did this from three till five. Obviously I didn’t cum, but I did get some type of satisfaction out of it that young. Later I used to masturbate with her pantyhose or stockings from the clothes hamper! Later still .I stole an aunt's too sexy black rht nylons! This same aunt caught me trying to steal her nylons and a lot of her panties. I would guess she told my parents to try and help prevent any claims I might make of attempted "seduction" This belief made me even more aroused forever! In later life I have even felt free to mention to married women-and some female relatives of my desires for them so dressed! Most did, not really seem to mind very much at all, and one elderly cousin even indulged me in my pantyhose and stocking fetish by voluntarily dressing in pantyhose-and letting me squeeze and stroke her entire lower body as she was so clothed! Sometimes she would lay her legs across me and stick her pantyhose to feet in my face, and let me sniff them and rub them and she had started off not at all understanding or accepting my pantyhose fetish! My elderly mother must have thought I had forgotten (or repressed ) my memories of her enjoying her nyloned legs as a toddler-and grew very angry when i suggested she indulge me again that way as a mature man! She made sure never to sit next to me on the sofa aftr Dad died. She knew what was up! Occasionally some elderly women relatives -wuth women's intuition would give me dirty looked when I stared (and dreamed!) of their nyloned legs! I remember an elderly sister-in-law of one of my aunts-apparently surrepticiously-enjoyed my apparent ocular desires of her as a very cute, petite woman with beautiful silver hair, sexy blue dress and dark pantyhose and house slipper. I overheard her married daughter say she would like me to check out her feet too-she "might have something stuck in one of them! A gazillion masturbations -so to speak!- of my desires for all these pantyhose women!