Never Penetrate Wife

I last penetrated my wife over 10 years ago. I almost forget what it feels like. She lets me lick her and I usually cum spontaneously because I'm so turned on by her pussy. She doesn't allow me in her because according to her men my size are better off not fucking. Occasionally she finds a "young hunk with a big cock" in a bar and tell me all the details. I enjoy this arrangement and I'm horny all the time.