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My Spouse
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Lesbian Female / 50
Married To A Disabled Male I Now Have A Long Term Female Partner
Twenty years ago I married a military disabled man. I am an LVN by profession. He was aware I am a lesbian. He lost his 'junk' and both legs in the incident. He was 31 when we got married. I was 30. The motivation on my part was his disability pension, and in return my nursing experience would help take care of him.
His condition is sad, losing his junk did not affect his intellectual sex drive. In response I participated in live lesbian sex with my partner, with his viewing behind a curtain. When she became aware we were 'performing' she walked away from that relationship.
I wish I could pleasure him.
As it is, through his disability network I found out about a job as an operations support clerk at our county airport, a job I've held for sixteen years now.
His sexual outlet in mental masturbation through pornography. Some of which can be very offensive. I'm immune to it now. I have a long term girlfriend, she accepts that he is my project and understands how devastating to him it would be to be left alone with his disability after twenty years.
She no longer insists on a fully closed door, if he happens to peek in on us, small price to pay for stability. I am no longer a licensed vocational nurse, he is my only patient.
His condition is sad, losing his junk did not affect his intellectual sex drive. In response I participated in live lesbian sex with my partner, with his viewing behind a curtain. When she became aware we were 'performing' she walked away from that relationship.
I wish I could pleasure him.
As it is, through his disability network I found out about a job as an operations support clerk at our county airport, a job I've held for sixteen years now.
His sexual outlet in mental masturbation through pornography. Some of which can be very offensive. I'm immune to it now. I have a long term girlfriend, she accepts that he is my project and understands how devastating to him it would be to be left alone with his disability after twenty years.
She no longer insists on a fully closed door, if he happens to peek in on us, small price to pay for stability. I am no longer a licensed vocational nurse, he is my only patient.
