Husband Is Too Big

I’ve been married to my husband for 37 years, he’s the only person I’ve had sex with. When we first started dating I was a little nervous about having sex a couple of my friends said they heard he had a big dick.
The night came and he took me to bed for the first time and the first time I’d ever had sex, he was big I could hardly get it into my mouth, he was very patient we played with each other for quite some time before he asked if I was ready? I just opened my legs and kissed him inviting him to make love to me.
He rubbed up and down my slit making sure I was ready and then entered me enough to break my hymen. Yes it hurt for a little while but then after a few minutes he was pushing in and out of me, I was in heaven I never thought anything would feel this good. Two days later at work my friends asked if I’d slept with him? I said yes of course. That asked if the rumors were true? I said what rumors they said how big he was. I said maybe I wasn’t going to let them know how big they would have wanted to try it for them selves. I never said no to him he was mine and I was going to keep him happy so he wouldn’t want anyone else.
Now I’m 57 I can’t take him anymore he’s just too big and it hurts me too much, every time we have it he has to use lube to get inside me yes I’m wet but my vigana just can’t take the pounding he gives.
I love him and he loves me i pull him often and endure the pain sometimes to make sure he doesn’t want to fuck something else.
He’s my one and only and I’m proud I will never be with another person in my life I’m still that much in love with him.