I Confess That We Paid A Man To Take Our Virginities

As a girl I always knew that I wasn't normal like other girls. My mother reinforced my behavior and by the time I was going through puberty I was already defined as a 'little tom boy'. I am small, only five one and I weighed in at 107 pounds when I was fifteen. I think the highest weight I ever had was 118 pounds. Being so small I am slight, small breasted and have boy hips.

I discovered my sex before I was nine. I played with myself constantly, I had my hand slapped off of my lap, I was accused of being a dirty girl. My first insertion was the handle of kitchen spoon. Ribbed, but that's not why I chose it, I chose it because it was big and round and I wanted something big in me.

When my mother discovered the spoon in my room she questioned me until I confessed. I was eleven. She told me that I should be careful not spread myself open like that or no man would want me all loose.

In the tenth grade I discovered sex live. It wasn't with a boy at all, it was with another girl who was hefty and had large boobs. I couldn't believe that she carried those around all day. She was wide of hip, and large of mound. Big bad ass pussy. I can't believe what we did, it was all just nasty assed girl stuff. She got her first guy, a linebacker type. She told me about it and offered me to have him have sex with me too. I refused. Actually I was scared of someone so big as he is.

I went to college still a virgin but with wants. I took my spoon with me. I was in a dorm, and my roommate caught me giving myself a spoon fuck. Eu God how can you do that? But she liked the idea and I used the spoon on her. That's how she lost her virginity. I kissed her too. I told her about sex with my friend in high school and she was open to try. Now neither one of us is hefty or big, we are both on the small side. Small enough to fit into a single bed.

The spoon was our friend and we helped each other out. We talked a lot about losing our virginity to a yet to be identified guy. But we left college with our virginities intact. I was 22 and still a virgin and I had that one affair in high school and the same girlfriend throughout college. And she is still with me.

Now the bad part. We were 37 and we felt that we had to make it happen, we did not want to die virgins. We asked around and this one woman where she works told her about a service she used. That woman is pretty unattractive, so she paid to be 'serviced'. She arranged for us to have man meet us at a motel and have sex with both of us. The man that showed up was obviously in his forties or maybe fifty. A large man, but in shape. He showed us his penis, and had us touch it. He told us to kiss the tip of his penis. He told us that he was going to 'do us' one at a time, and he would do us from behind.

We flipped a coin to see who went first. I got tails so I was second. She did what the man said, he grabbed her with his hand to soften her up, and then 'did' her. He asked her why she was so loose. After he got his second wind I did the same thing my girlfriend did and he did me. It cost us 150 bucks, plus the motel room. It only dawned on us after the fact that he didn't use a condom.

The woman my girlfriend works with had told him about our spoon, so he was just playing with our heads. That was in 2017. We are now in our mid forties and we have never paid for anything like that again. We still have our spoon.

Pretty sorry story isn't it?

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