Since I Was Very Young I Have A Thing For Men Kissing

I have this thing about watching men make out. I first saw two men kissing when I was still in junior high. It was at a movie theatre, at a matinee, and they were in eye shot of me. They kissed throughout the movie, and from time to time one bent down. That day is the first day I masturbated in public, and shot my cum against the seat in front of me.

I love watching men kiss. It's the biggest turn on for me. Growing up where I did there wasn't much, but there were gay men and I learned to find them out. Of course I got in trouble because this one gay man, he worked at the library in town, caught me watching him while I was masturbating under the desk. He 'took me by the hand' and straight into the bathroom, 'what are you doing?' He smacked my dick, in my pants, really hard. 'Don't do that in here'.

He is the first man that kissed me. I got hard and had my first 'wet' experience with him. He thought I needed to learn a lot from him, so he kissed and took my dick in his mouth, and he 'let' me take his dick and put it in my mouth. But most importantly he kissed me. After that I never had any doubts about being gay like him.

So, I saw those two men making out in the movies, and I had kissed with the library man and held his dick and put it in my mouth, and he had held my dick and kissed and put it in his mouth, and then that summer my family moved for my father's job.

I remember that time right before I went to high school as the favorite time when I found out. I'm still a sucker for two men kissing, and love to make out. I became a draftsman, later we became 'designers' when the computers took over our profession. I worked for a large engineering and construction firm, anywhere there were lots of men around. I met a couple of men, who didn't mind spending some time kissing. But mostly, my kissing was with men that I met from outside of work. And since my habit has never gone away, I know a couple of places where men go to hang out and I find it really rewarding, maybe wet my pants, to see two men make out.

When I was younger I was embarrassed more than once when a man came over and asked me to dance. Now we have the internet and there are lots and lots of videos of men kissing and that's where I spend my time.