First Time Touching A Penis

I am in high school. This confession is not hot compared to other confessions, but what happened was a first for me. I'm a virgin. I've been dating a guy who is a year older for two years. I've been raised to be a "nice girl." I have made out with my boyfriend and he has felt me up in a limited way. I've never let him get beyond touching my breasts through my top. Several times he has asked me to feeel him through his pants. I did that for him once to make him happy. Then I rubbed him a few more times when we went out. Finally, one time he took his penis out, without saying anything, and told me to touch it. I said no. But, last week, sitting in his car in my parent's driveway, I gave in and I held his erection. It was exciting, but I also thought I shouldn't be touching him. But, I gently held him and he told me to do it harder. He showed me how to massage his penis. It happened very quickly when I started with his penis. He moaned and came in my hand after just a few tugs. I closed my hand around his cum, kissed him goodnight, and ran into my house. I went to the bathroom so I could look at the cum in my hand. I had never seen cum before. I tasted it and it was a bit salty. Then, I washed the rest off my hand.

I know this isn't much of a confession compared to others, but it was very new for me.