Forever Pineing

I have been with my husband for over a decade and I love so many things about him but he is terrible in bed. He doesn't even bother to try to make me cum because he says I'm too difficult to please and blames it on the fact that I touch myself as many time a day as time will allow. If I'm so difficult to get off then please explain how I can have up to 10 orgasms a day? I tell him exactly what I like (I love to talk dirty) but he'll never learn.

So I do my duties as wife, blow him fuck him, wear sexy lingerie but I'm always left wanting more. I have fantasies about swinging, orgys, threesomes, watching and would love to taste a woman other than myself.

I've gotten myself into trouble with pineing after our friends, fantasizing too much. I've made out with several of our friends but all out in the open at parties. I welcome everytime one of them grabs my ass or gives me bedroom eyes though.

My husband will indulge the idea of my fantasies but never acts on them because he's getting off as often as he pleases. Meanwhile after we fuck I go into the guest bedroom and imagine 5 more hot men walking through the door and filling me with their cum one by one while I kiss the perfect lips of a gorgeous woman and get double penetrated to the sounds of moaning all around me.

I dream about being someone's girl next door and I change overtly in front of my bedroom windows. I've been prompted to cheat so many times but I never do it because I love my husband. I just wish he would help me find a hot guy or girl to join our bedroom so when he finishes the real fun can begin for me.