A Wild Girl Brought Up In The Wild In Heat For A Male

As a child I grew up in camps in the Serengeti and Masai Mara. My father was a camp manager and my mother was my teacher. I am an only child. I learned what my mother had in books and what my father taught me about the wild. By the time I was fifteen the decision was made to send me to a boarding school in England.

The girls there were mostly upper class, with broken families. The talk was about sex and what they wanted to do when they left that place. I listened but I didn't really participate. My thoughts were back with my mother. I finished school, every summer I went back to be with my mother. By the time I finished my father was managing a camp in Botswana.

I was there only two days when one of the guests started talking to me. He was an older man traveling with his wife and daughter, she was ten. He asked a lot of questions and I answered as best I could. Some of the questions were very much on the personal side and at first I didn't answer, but after a moment I was telling him everything.

He said he was a banker and this was his first time on safari. I told him about how I grew up in the bush and I felt at home here. What happened next was out of my hands, I had seen it all my life, the female is in heat and an aggressive male pushes himself on her. I held onto the railing of the path we were on, away from the camp buildings. The sounds of the night were everywhere, eyes and ears listening. He pushed himself onto me and I felt him inside of me. There was nothing I wanted more right then than him with me. When it was over and we fixed ourselves back up he walked ahead back into the camp and walked away back to our tent to tell my mother.

My mother listened and looked at me. She didn't appear angry. When It was apparent that he had made me pregnant we told my father. I went through my pregnancy out in the bush, and my baby was delivered by my mother and a midwife. A girl, we named her Sahsha, from a book I was reading. I was just another female out there, that dropped it's young and had to feed her.

The father of my daughter was known to us, my father had all the records of all the guests who had stayed there. We decided that a knock in the night didn't deserve an answer and we never did contact him to tell him. I'm raising my daughter along with my parents. Out here some nights it gets lonely, that's a word for being in heat and wanting relief. My mother has my father, my daughter is not old enough, but a 27 year old needs a man to come knocking.

My current lover is a helicopter pilot. He's South African and is very handsome, not that that matters. He is from the bush and knows when a female is in heat for him. It's his duty then to relieve me. I have my own quarters and he knows the way and comes in the middle of the night when my Sahsha is asleep and my heat is dealt with, for that night, there are many other nights when I expect him.