Finding The Right Guy

During the past eight months I've been fucking a neighbour of mine.
He's twenty six and lives in an adapted flat below mine, as he's a below the right knee amputee after a motor cycle accident.

We began having sex when he asked me why I wasn't married or had a girlfriend. So I let him know I was married until my wife caught me fucking a young guy from my swimming club.
We'd sold the house during our divorce and I'd bought the top floor flat before he moved in downstairs.

When he said "Would you fuck a one legged guy" I entered his flat and had him sucking on my dick in his lounge.
Taking him to bed after cumming in his mouth, we both got naked and into a sixty nine.
His small cock pumped away in my mouth as he sucked mine back to life, then spinning him around, I had him kneel as I tongued his small cute tight arsehole.
He was practically begging me to fuck him, but I had no condoms. Even so with his insistence I entered him bareback and fucked my neighbour in that one position until he'd cum all over his duvet and I'd unloaded up his rear.

The following day after work I drove us both to a clinic and we got tested. On the way back in a lay by, he sucked me off as a trucker sat and watched. And I'm sure the trucker was wanking.
Two days later we got our all clear results back. I spent the whole evening fucking my young neighbour, feeding my new cum dump my sperm up his arsehole twice.

We've talked (more from him) about sharing a home together lately, but I don't think I'm ready just yet.
I'd have to let my two adult daughters know their father is going to be living as a gay man and I'm not sure they'd take that news well.
They've only just begun seeing me again my divorce from their mother.
What I do know, is I love fucking my younger male lover and I have feelings for him. I definitely know he has feelings for me, as he told me the other day as we fucked missionary, that he loves me.