Old But Not Dead

I get a kick out of reading this site however I would be lying if I were to say it doesn’t upset me a little. I’m 82 years old, healthy and in my younger years I was a successful bikini and swimsuit model. My husband passed away 8 years ago. He and I had a very active and vibrant love life. His passing has left a huge void, a love lacking void that I miss so very, very much. I tried dating sites but at my age the men are either looking for a nurse or looking for a purse. Theres a young lad now 28, who has had a snow clearing contract with me for years. He often comes in and joins me for a tea. He has commented many times as to how hot I am for mine or any age. I will admit, I believe I am but not a desirable fit for a young man. I took out my binders filled with my bikini pictures and some semi and full nude photo shots of my working years. He loved them. I confessed my frustrations to him and he said he would love to make love to me adding that in fact he has fantasized many, many times about seducing me. My heart was pounding and the heat I felt to my loins was exciting. I said, I would be open to such. He left and came back that evening all cleaned up and I answered the door in a long shear gown. He gave me a longing kiss and I took him by the hand into my room. It felt so very nice to be held, to kiss and caress and to be kissed and caressed. He performed such beautiful oral on me and me with him and his thickness felt so incredibly wonderful. We have gotten together a half dozen times and he calls me his booty call. And I’m happy to be his booty call. I’m old but not dead. Love it all.