When Idealistic Illusions Are Delusions And You Find Out

Real world stuff, high school girls doing idealistic stuff.

The 'party' was a dozen people, a few of us girls. One by one each woman was forced to stand against the wall. When we were lined up and the men drew lots. After their party we were stood against the wall. Five naked women in the dim light. And they left.

In time, twenty years later we lost touch. We each went our own way. I've never forgot one thing. Women are not men, men do what they want. We are defenseless. The authorities claim all the men there were caught and dealt with, but who even knows who they are, or were.

I've never left my brother's side. I got married a few years ago. To a man who can take care of himself and take care of me. I'm even more dependent now that I have two kids. One day they say it's just a memory. But not now.

It's worse than what I've said here.