So Much Pussy

I was married once to a wonderful woman. She loved me unconditionally and taught me so much about what love is really about. She died, however, of cancer 8 years ago. We were married for 11 years. During that time, and I am not proud of it, I cheated numerous times that I lost count. It was mostly whores off of craigslist, but I had a few steamy affairs that were on going. She knew I fooled around or at least had an idea I did. I feel so terrible about all the pussy I fucked, but at the same time it was such a thrill getting it and getting off. Usually I had protected sex with a condom, but sometimes not with the regular sluts that I hooked up with. I did contract gonorrhea once and gave it to my wife. It was truly horrible, embarrassing and devastating to our relationship. We got treated and I can't believe she forgave me and stayed with me. I stopped for awhile but my sexual urges were too strong. I have so many stories of my infidelity that it would make a good movie about a sex addict I'm sure.