Horrible Year With No End In Sight

I've had a long fucking year already. Health issues, family issues, work issues, financial issues. It never seems to stop and today was no better.

I got off work like an hour ago and I'm just sitting in my car fucking miserable trying not to cry. I worked a 12 hour shift for shit pay to barely pay for a shit apartment with one coworker who treats me like shit because I was mean to him in school and another who hates me because she's not the only girl there now or some shit.

And the worst part is despite all that I'm just super fucking horny and yet I'm single. All I want is to have someone, preferably a guy about twice my size hold me down and fucking ruin me. Just destroy my pussy for a few hours until I'm not even capable of thinking about all this bullshit or stressing about work.

It doesn't even have to be a guy, a girl with a really thick toy would still make me happy. So long as someone can take charge, make me cum until I break and make the sex hurt just right I want it. I'm seriously at the point of just going to a bar and hoping some random guy fits my needs but I know he won't.

I just wanna stop thinking and cum and shut up all this noise in my head. Rubbing myself just doesn't do it enough. I don't even care which hole you wanna use just fuck me and let me stop thinking.